Hello (;

alrighty, so i was supposed to update like 3 weeks ago...but that never happened did it? anyway...in the past 4 weeks he has broken up with her and then gone back out with her...then broke up again...no he is single...a free bird..flying in the wind. i try to flap my wings to reach him and catch up on everything i have missed. i am almost there. i asked him if he has ever liked me. he said he has. it makes my heart flutter. i get the jolt feeling in the pit of my stomach when he lays his head back on my desk and laughs. his sweet small laugh. how much joy it brings me. wow am i love struck. well like struck. i am now thinking that i am a creeper. today i needed a hug. he was the hug i wanted. so badly i wanted to feel his arms wrap around me. and hold me close. but that was one dream that didn't happen. sadly. i sat behind him. wanting to run my fingers through his perfect sandy blonde hair. he jokes about when he cried one time in class. and i tell him a sad story of why i cried. he sympathized. man i got to get a life. and i got to get my homework done. need to stop procrastinating. well....gotta go do math. in 26 minutes max. so i have time to dream about him...wow..i believe i am a creeper. stalker. weirdo. well if it means getting to love his every move. i am all for it (: good night!